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But I must admit that when
I have meditated in order
to acquire a lucid dream,
I have failed consistently.
The unpleasant result has been
that my dreams have
admonished me severely because of
such confounded
motives! I am slowly learning to tread gently.
Except on rare occasions
when I have passed into a
lucid dream without a break in consciousness, most
of
my lucid experiences have begun with a "normal"
dream
in which something unusual has arisen to
convince me
that I am dreaming. The situations in
the dream which
have provoked lucidity with the greatest
frequency are
of two basic interrelated types.
The first and
perhaps the most common stimulus
during the initial stages
in the process has been
a
stressful experience in which I
have been confronted
with a threat in the form of a person, animal or unknown
force. In this type of dream the
desire to escape has
usually resulted in aborting the
stressful dream. But
sometimes the stress is alleviated through the arousal of
lucidity. In this case, I have been catapulted into
greater
awareness out of apparent necessity.
The fear itself
seems to encourage the development
of lucidity as a
coping mechanism which enables a creative interaction
between myself and the feared situation. It
is probable
that the resolution of such dreams has
had a healing
effect in my waking life, as well.
An example of this type of lucid
dream is as follows:
I am being pursued in
the area of my freshman
residence by a group of men. As I run
fearfully through
the neighborhood, dodging in between houses, I
become
aware that I am
dreaming and that
the fear is
unnecessary. I realize that I have a choice either
to go to
meet my pursuers or to meditate. I feel a
need to return
and work through the conflict. So I try
to fly to the area
where they are located. I will myself
upward until I am
high above the earth. But before I
get to the place, a
pleasant vibration courses
through my body, and
I
awaken.
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