The air becomes charged and
the ground is brilliantly
lit. The top of my head begins to prickle
and be warmed
by the Light. Then I awaken.
The message in the dream seems to be two-fold: The
concept of surrender becomes
the key to
inner
illumination and creative expression in
the world. The
following excerpt from
the Edgar Cayce readings
reiterates this message:
"Though chosen to be a channel,
thou of
thyself may do nothing. The Spirit of the Christ
working in and through
thee will bring the
fruits of the Spirit in the experience
of those
thou would lead to the Light."
(E.C. reading
281-19)
I have found it difficult to surrender
to something
which seems to be overwhelming and totally "other."
Yet
I have discovered that by affirming
a spiritual ideal I
have been able to choose a "mediator"
between myself
and this overwhelming experiencea
mediator who
does not lessen the experience but who lends human and
tangible qualities to it. As I have
invoked this mediator
in my waking prayer and meditation, He has become
the
strength through which I have been able to
surrender to
a powerful and transforming inner experience.
I am with... [close friend] and we are both
aware that
we are dreaming. We begin flying
crisscross patterns
through a large new auditorium as if we
are preparing it,
and consecrating it. We actually interpenetrate each other
as we simultaneously pass through the center of the room.
At one point I see
him standing in a doorway at the
back of the auditorium,
talking to someone standing
behind the door. I know that it is Jesus! Anxiously, I
walk
through the door and look toward Him. At first
I am only
able to see a bright white light. But then the light
abruptly
changes into the clear form of the Master ...
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