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hypothesis,
the following observations were made: A jet
landing and being ready to take off from a
place where
there is neither an
airport nor a runway is a neat
metaphor for not, as we
say, "having everything
together." So, the rest of the dream may
be working at
just that, getting Colleen together. First, there is the full
uniforman identity symbol. Then there is being alone,
and in the middle, with a grammar
school friend (the
past?) behind her, and a married couple (the future?)
in
front of her. At this point in
the discussion Colleen
compared the dream's view from outside the plane
to a
cross, which led someone
to name the dream
a
"crossroads" dream. What, from this perspective,
about
the schedule having to be kept? It could mean
"I'm not
going to be rushed
into anythinglike intimate
relationsuntil I do get myself together."
And then, "I
see different areas by being in
different parts of the
plane, the back, the front, while al l the time
I am in my
seat." And then, "As I approach our
house I see some
changes." Finally, the same items
that reflected the
unconscious wish could be expressing a preconscious
or conscious emancipation theme: "I'll never
be able to
communicate all I've been through ..."
"I do not go into
[my parents'] house."
"Yes,"
said Colleen, "that's all very interesting,
too...
And, what else?"
"What
about the dream poet," asked someone, "what
is she doing?" . . . "She's
playing with names . . . and
pairing... no, coupling... sounds ... out
of names. Look,
she has Charlton Heston. Then
there's Jim Jacksona
pair of J's." "Then there is
Skyjacked and Jim Jackson
apair of jacks." "What," someone
asks, "is Russ' last
name?" "Peterson," says Colleen. So there's
another pair:
JacksonPeterson. But that isn't
all; her father's given
name, it turns out, is Alvey Coleman, but
since he has
always hated Alvey for a name he has had himself called
Pete. So, Pete and Peterson. This
reminds Colleen that
Toni, the former airline stewardess,
had asked her
seminar not to call her by her given name (Mary)
which
she hated, preferring to be called Toni. So then we had
a
pair of rejected names, Alvey and Mary.
And what does
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