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the
dreamer within me who was
resonating to the
dreams. I think I must make
poor company for the
dreamer within for he seemed to
be so relieved and
happy to be addressed, through Howard's journal,
in his
own native language. It felt as if my dreamer within was
tugging at my shirt sleeves, full of excitement,
saying,
"Hey, Henry, now do you understand-that's just what
I
was trying to say in that dream of... Howard's dreamer
is saying the same
thing? Do you get it?" Well,
sometimes I get it. Although I have
been suspicious of
the fact for some time, Howard's journal has convinced
me that there is a level of
consciousness at which we
really do understand one another's dreams, even
though
we may not necessarily be aware of that understanding.
That strange sensation in my body leads
me to believe
that by sharing our dreams we may awaken one another to
that living, unitary reality, that universal
consciousness
which today we are struggling so earnestly to repossess.
(Here we are touching on part
of the purpose of the
Sundance experiment.)
How
does Howard feel about
the publication of
his Dream Journal? In his introduction,
he says that
after excerpts from his journal
appeared in various
magazines, he began to feel
nervous, as if he had
"transgressed some unwritten law ."
For a period of
time he could remember no dreams. But then, a
couple
of months after the period of
dreams included in his
journal, he had this reassuring dream: "I
poured glasses
for everyone who sat with me around
the table from
a clear pitcher of water
in which my dreams had
been preserved, and soon
after drinking they were
able to relive
the dreams." Exactly.
His dream
expresses the value of his journal better than I can.
And
perhaps today's dreams are of
value to more people
than just the dreamer. Howard's
dream describes the
condition necessary if the sharing of dreams is
to prove
helpfulit is when people are sitting
together "around
the table"an image of communion. (A question
arises:
Is there a table that subscribers
to Sundance can sit
around?) It is a matter of communication,
I think, for
Howard. He seems to
regard dreams as modern
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