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The
high point of my working week at Berkeley Place
has often been our dream group. It has helped me to take
care of my needs by allowing me to share my own
deep
interest in dreams and their creative
elaboration. Our
dream group evolved out of our treatment
program in
creative arts; and although we now are concentrating
on
dreams and nightmares, we still
use artwork, journal
writing and fantasy in our dream group.
Berkeley Place residents are open
to their dream life
and experience it as a powerful
and formative, though
not always intelligible, reality. Like
many of us, they
experience savage nightmares,
startlingly beautiful
images and haunting, recurring
dreams. They also
experience powerful inner voices, entities and split-off
personalities lording over them. Frequently,
extreme
anxiety dreams appear to relate to early
family history
and traumas. Their dreams
also seem to diagnose
symbolically current life dilemmas.
One 23-yearold man
had a recurring dream that
"an ax is about to come
down on me at exactly 12
midnight. It always seems about
to drop on me and
I never know whether
I will live or die."
Later in
waking life, this man overdosed on
heroin and was
pronounced dead. Just as his death certificate was being
made out, one medic insisted on one last revival attempt
with heart massage and a
methedrine injection. He
revived and awoke. The first thing he saw was the
clock.
It was 12 midnight. While discussing this dream with me
afterwards, he said that he felt that he had been
given a
reprieve from the constant threat of being
guillotined.
He felt that he had received a message that he would
be
allowed to live. He now indeed wanted to live.
Resolution of anxiety and conflicts
that are presented
in dreams seems analogous to dealing
with these same
debilitating conflicts that shape our
waking lives. In
dreamwork with the residents,
I encourage them to
confront and overthrow inner tyrants, and to break out of
the smog into clear new life possibilities. Resolution
is
usually not instantaneous but
requires faithful self-
exploration, guidance and ripeness for change.
Usually
our dreamwork functions on the
elementary, but very
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