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the west. The play of light upon the stark landscape kept
awake the feeling of love within me.
Since this first lucid dream,
I have noticed on several
occasions that lucidity
has arisen following an
experience of love or deep rapport with another
person.
Sometimes when I experience
this kind of contact
during the day, I am able to sense that
a lucid dream is
imminent. On these days, I try
to retire earlier than
usual in order to allow the experience time to unfold.
After my first
lucid dream it was months before
consciousness again emerged in my dreams.
I had not
begun to cultivate the faculty
nor to attribute any
particular significance to it. Yet
the memory of the
Light and the luminous feelings associated
with it left
me with an intense
desire to re-experience
its
transforming effects.
Meditation and dream-work became a part
of my daily
regimen soon after this first
lucid dream. About six
months later, after meditating one night with a
friend, I
had a strong feeling that an important
experience was
awaiting me in sleep. After sharing the impression
with
her, I said goodnight earlier than usual
and went home.
Before going to sleep I re-oriented
my bed so that I
would be able to see the stars
through my bedroom
window. This ritual seemed to
enhance the feeling of
expectancy. I went to sleep
and had the following
experience in the early morning:
I
feel that I am waking up.
I realize that I've been
hashing through many ideas and problems. As I lie
in my
bed with my eyes closed, I suddenly realize
that there's
no reason why I shouldn't experience the Light!
I feel a
complete lack of the usual feelings of unworthiness.
It's
as if a problem has been solved
by the long period of
self-reflection.
As I wait expectantly, a
warmth begins to fill my body.
Although my eyes are closed, I sense that a white
light is
shining through the window
and entering my solar
plexus. It rushes upward until
a warm brightness fills
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